Awww no, I'm sorry :-( It's not your fault though, you haven't failed your baby. The most important thing of all is healthy baby and healthy you, and you're left with no choice. It's at times like these that it's good there are medical interventions available; homebirth is only great if you don't need them. It seems like you do - it's rotten bad luck, but *not* *not* *not* your fault!

You can but do your best and we all know you will! It'll be fine, really, however your little one comes out in the end :-)

Thinking of you! I hope you don't get any more bad luck and it goes better from here on in :-)