It sounds like you're doing really well and being really conscientious :-)

It's amazing what pregnancy does to one's moods, and rather distressing too. Most of the time you can be self-aware and overcome it, but sometimes, well, there are always going to be slip ups!

Bethan is one year old a week Tuesday. She was due on the same date yours is.. Even though I was glad to see her early, and I knew she was full term, it was a huge shock!! I hadn't cleaned the living room or sorted out all sorts of little things! But in the end, none of that mattered *at all* - it mattered when I realised I was in labour but afterwards - it was no problem really. You're nearly there! :-)