Pollywog Blog: 16 weeks

I'm up way too late. I'm looking through photos. Go figure.

I'm sitting here staring at the screen, clicking though image after image (forgot about some of these) and I'm not sure... but I think I feel some squirming. I thought maybe I did earlier, too. I've thought so here and there over the last week but who knows. I think it could be in my imagination but we'll have to see how it goes. This is the same place I felt it before... a while ago here and there, and it's consistently the same place now. I hope it's actual squirming. I have been looking forward to that for a very long time- which is the perfect reason not to get my hopes up.

In other news, bending is getting harder- or at least more uncomfortable. In light of this, I have purchased a yoga block (made of cork) as I think that it may be getting close to the time of actually doing the second trimester modified poses. However, even though I'm getting bigger, I think I would be nothing more than a whiner at this point to complain about it too much. As Stephen reminds me all the time: it's only going to get worse and I'm only going to complain more. He's probably right. At least we bought a new mattress today to make the sleeping part a bit better. Sadly, though, I did not get any of the pillows I wanted. Not one. *pout*

But, speaking of pillows, perhaps it is time for my noggin' to rejoin mine as I should have been in bed well over an hour ago.

P.S. Happy Anniversary to squidgyfishlove

What's My Motivation?

I have so much to do and I can't seem to focus. I've been having this trouble all week long, though it is intensely acute today. I swear I've read the same things over and over and over in an attempt to just get through them, but my attention span is that of a goldfish. It's almost painful.

Of course this is made worse by the fact that I need to have all of this done tonight- I'm down to the wire. Why can't I just do it and get it over with?

GAH.


I'm so antsy and anxious. GRR. Will it be worth investing an hour of my precious little time into doing some yoga to hopefully get the jitters out? Perhaps. I have to do something. This is painfully slow progress besides and I will need to all my focus to get through my Photoshop work later.

Are we there yet? I am so ready to get the heck out of this semester and on to the things I actually want to be doing, like actually making and printing photographic images- you know, creating. I'm getting really frustrated with always talking about photography and not actually making images.